Temptations vs Limitations

As love sparks... the temptations for passion are sometimes out of control...
neither one can resist the attraction of love and hence wish for caress...
however, there are times...
where limitations block the path for reunion...
worries hold back the powerful urge of temptations...
to be honest, i do not wish for such limitations...
i wish... to love freely, without worries or bound by limitations...
i wish for the freedom to indulge in our loving dreams whenever possible...

Today, my worries disappointed my lover...
i realized there were never any limitations...
it is i... who created these limitations because of fear...
if i were to be fearless in this matter...
be bold enough to love as i wish...
be courageous enough to follow the lead of passion as he does...
perhaps... we will both be happy...

I still have a lot to learn...
still have a long way to go before i truly master the art of love...
in all aspects...
including...
THIS...

PS. My dear... i apologize for my unnecessary worries...
but do bear with me for the time being... give me a little more time...
until... i will no longer resist... because of limitations...
and... listen to my heart's desire (the temptations)...

A Brand New Page to My Life

It's been rather long now... ever since i last published any posts...

A lot of things happened...
I had a broken heart due to some unworthy 'Casanova' i met in ZSG...
later when i moved on... i met another 'liar' from ZSG (how ironic)...
after having my heart broken twice... i finally decided not love anymore...

Until... i met HIM...

We met through an unexpected event... through an online game called Ragnarok... where we grew from a total strangers to the couple we are now.
Due to many factors, such as being distant from each other since we are from different country, and our similar yet distinct personality, we shared many joy and laughter. However, sometimes it also bring us unhappy moments and doubtful times.
Every fight made us grow stronger... and yet... every single quarrel also contain a devastating feeling of fear where we're always scared that it might end up killing our relationship. We've walked a long way until this day... where we been through many misunderstandings and solved every problems which occurred.

Actually, we just had a fight again... it is all my fault, maybe i'm too possessive, i do not know... but every time when i have the slightest feeling of losing him... losing his love... losing his patience... i got scared and had a sudden mental break down. I'm worried one day he will no longer tolerate my unreasonable act. (but let's put this fact aside shall we? i will do my best to prevent this from happening... for the one i love... i will change...)

In the end, we made a few decisions and some changes... with these... it bring us back together again... but... did it bring us closer? that i do not know...

"Every wound will leave a scar."

Sometimes i can't help thinking our cumulative quarrels will one day burst out like an inferno which bring upon death to our relationship. (BUT!! Again...*copy and paste* let's put this fact aside shall we? i will do my best to prevent this from happening... for the one i love... i will change... *copy and paste*)

*sigh*

I think i better get back to my assignments... haha... don't know why i suddenly thought of writing this post in the middle of my assignment... Anyway... i feel a whole lot better after expressing every thoughts and feelings that i have... thank you my beloved www.Bloggie.com... thanks for listening... *kiss*

PS.
Dear ah... thank you for all your forgiveness and tolerance all these times... thank you for accepting all my flaws... i... really madly deeply truly in love with you... let's... hold hands and walk down the path together again can we? Slow and steady... wins the race... i believe... in our love... *hugs tight*